crush the mush

It's just a few more hours, minutes and seconds before 2008 will go down as history..A year well lived for me, with ups and downs and new learnings all that formed a perfect package for an urban mindscape and all that jazzzz...

With random blahs on the radio my mind looks back as if to catch a glimpse of fading events that now rests in the annuls of life yet to unfold into another year of revelry and unpredictable....

And there as I sit just looking inside,  a perfect lyrics plays up the lurking emotions she thought she had tided over...

The love's labour lost...with x soon to tie the knot...I am elated and elevated...a year of riveting euphoria now settles into randomization galore...

Far from the madding crowd...I takes a flight into my own space...a safe haven...all hers...

Adios to all thats gone...a clean slate to be written afresh....

You are gone

You are gone...
And my world came crashing down

You were not there
to see the ashes of burnt dreams...

Love hurts and hurt it does

When you have given all to that one
who never realised what he lost...

That aches and writhes, only i feel
my heart cries, only i hear

A lone battle
i lost all, but nothing in you
for you were never there in this journey with me...

A blank canvas i want
to paint a dream again

Waking up by your side,
with your smell onto me,

Morning tells the tale
of the night before,
in a flashback as i recall

Wrinkled sheet, cigarette buds,
wine bottles, strewn robes
You and me, picture of love

As i turn around, i see you sleeping like a child
a little peek of ray playing on your face

I steal a moment,
from the life's closet

Running away into
the landscape beyond

Moments waft like smoke
from a long lit cigarrette
That remained clenched
between my fingers forever

Ah a long wait tis been
before i had a li'l steal from life

midnight meetings
frenzied moments

aah, it felt like love
an eternal bliss
that's all i would call it

sweet nothings
when even the silence spoke
there i was melting in his arms
a smile enough to tickle me pink

it snapped with just one gust
leaving me with memories galore
a lurking melancholy, in the fleeting glee
i wanted you forever
when you were mine only for the moment

i look out of the window and see a falling leaf
drifting with the wind
like a rudderless boat
that;s how i feel now
listless, drained, empty
painting a blank canvas
with the colors of pain

A whisper of the wind
takes me by awe

The expanse I experience
sitting by the sea

The dark sky aloft
tells me a story unknown

Life seems small
and spaces galore

A splash of dreams
of all I am
in a world I call my own

Surreal waxes real
life becomes life

I want to walk along the unknown
in a world of dreams