I wish I could take a break by the sea. But possibility seems bleak as I have take on the task immediately.
On a personal front, loneliness is setting on. I am sure you understand what I mean. A phase in life where you need a certain anchor in life to hold your emotional energies. Thats what they mean by stability. I need a stabilizer. A companionship as I understand. A sense of togetherness in doing little this and that or doing nothing at all. Where you hear words in silence, extension of you in the other. Your own sense of self merges while maintaining one's own.
Phew! lost and found and lost again.
This morning I logged on to facebook and saw my cousin's kids. Adorable three.
I seem ready to experience all that could be mine and ours.
"A phase in life where you need a certain anchor in life to hold your emotional energies. Thats what they mean by stability. I need a stabilizer. A companionship as I understand. A sense of togetherness in doing little this and that or doing nothing at all."
ReplyDeleteTook the words out of my mouth! Except that the words hadn't quite formed so clearly yet! I feel the exact same way each time I look at the photographs of my 2-year-old nephew ... "ready to experience all that could be mine and ours..."
i think in this age of fast life and moments to make we are somewhere missing the 'real' thing and there sets an ennui to all around. After a point nothing seems to matter really. And we all seek meaning in little humans that we all are at the core.
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Hmmm...so you need a 'stabiliser'! Well, try 'Bluebird' as they used to be the best once :D
ReplyDeleteYou know what happens when you look at mirror and find out that the image is not your?? goose bumps... this post some where was like a mirror...
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I know what you mean garima. We seem so happy making what matters that we lose touch with the real essence. But whats important is to realise and let it flow.
ReplyDeletehello insane, keep poking fun..it keeps the zing alive
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